Keep me in your heart;;

Hello again!

2009-01-23T21:04:55Z

Well. This is the first time I have been on this damn thing in like years lol. I decided to check it out again because it is a good outlet to keep things updated and to express yourself I guess lol. I have been writing a lot lately. Not sure why, but I get these outbursts of thought that end up exploding onto a blank word document. Those documents find their way to asm's inbox and she tells me I should be published and than I laugh at the funny she just made lol. Anyways, I am going to start posting some of my stuff on here...

Enjoy!

.1.
I have always been told to dream big. Bigger than what my hands could hold. Bigger than what my high school had to offer, and probably at sometime bigger than what my parents could afford. From the violin to college. I was taught to think of every hard time as a stepping stone. I would one day learn a lesson from each rough patch and be able to climb up the ladder of success. Sure it may take awhile, but I should just sit back and enjoy the view. As I started to climb, I loved where I was. Making money, owning things for myself. I was told to be proud of what I has accomplished. I was told that friends would help keep me grounded in case I tried to climb the steps too quickly. I may neglect my full friend potential these days, but when I was younger and wasn't so busy climbing, nothing came before them. Friends slowly became family. It is sad, once you start climbing to see people jump off at their own pit stops. Understand they have to find their own way, trust me it will help the healing process go more smoothly. On the other hand, the people who jump on can turn out to be your soulmate. The most important thing is, when your life "flashes before your eyes", make it an award winning film. Pictures and stories cannot replace genuine experience. No matter where you travel or which path you choose. Make remembering worth remembering.

.2.
Life is full of choices. Some good, some bad. Some may seem like a good idea at the time, but later on down the line turn into the worst mistake of your life. Life is full of emotions. Some happy, some melancholy. Some may seem like the best feeling in the world then later feel like the world is caving in. Life is full of dreams. Some fairytales, some nightmares. Some may make it to the finish line, others will be forgotten like dying flowers in the winter. Life is about finding yourself. Sometimes you may be proud of where you stand and what you have accomplished, and other times you will feel like a complete failure. Sometimes all you want is all of the answers. Life is filled with friends. Some forever, some fair-weather. Some will be there no matter what. They won't ditch you or choose others over you. Others will be around when times are good, but when you fall they will be laughing just like an enemy. Some forever friends will morph into someone you don't know anymore. Life is full of love. Some true, some lust. And once in a lifetime you will find that one person who makes everything okay. Sometimes, however, all you have to depend on is yourself. Your life is in your hands. You can make it whatever you please. Just don't forget the people who held your hand, where you came from, and the ones who never questioned you. Those three things should be what you live for. People you can count on, home, and believers. You know you can count on them to pick you up, you can always go back home if things don't work out, and if they believe in anything...they might just believe in you.

omfg i updated!

2007-09-03T19:55:32Z

~~whats up~~ nigerians
kso i forgot i even had one of these nifty things
obv. since i havent updated in idk
say thirty two weeks lmao

ah so im pretty bored at a gay
cookout my mom is having
i think im getting sick

uggggh

yeahh so im gonna go because i have
nothing better to say

but hey amanda
still hiding in the shitter
reading my lj?

=]]] gotta love them insiders

L.O.V.E

2007-01-21T00:42:45Z

YEAHH SO i HAVE BEEN SATiNG THE MOST AMAZiNG BOYY EVRR, i AM SO MUCH
iN LOVE WiTH HiM...JUS THOUGH i'D LET YOU KNOW. LOL

.5.

2006-12-12T00:43:21Z

Ew so i have been sick for 2 weeks
i have phnemonia or w.e
its sooooooper gayyy
&& since i haven't updated in like a
month i figured i would give
my asm something to read on her psp
in her bathroom lol
"no im taking a poop dad!! I AM NOT ON MY PSP!!"
lmao

ahh well im done
update much laterrrrr

.fin.

.4.

2006-11-15T03:23:46Z

alright
i deff havent updated in like
idk almost a week
so im rele bored && cant sleep
so im updating

i have ^si_x words for all of you
who read this
which will most likely only
be a_ma_nd_a
but anywhooo

~~get a spray tan~~
hhahha
dont ever do it!!
i look like a frickin oompa l0ompa

but its w.e ^homecomming was ok
not the most fun but w.e

i have been ^{hangin out} with some_{kool ppl}
james, britney, && lisa
i love them
but i cant wait til my asm is
off gayy ass punishment
cus i deff miss chillin with her

ah well thats all
ill update again soon
i promise

.fin.

.3.

2006-11-09T00:32:27Z

Eww;;
Today deff. ^SUCKED!!eh little ppl need to grow up
&& not be so _two^faced
you like me
w o n d e r f u l
you don't thats also
^{c o o l}but stfu
don't run your mouth
but anyways
i played more
_{Nⁱn^teⁿd^{o 6}4
^ahh} l o v e

<3

.Fin.

chyeaa_its_kc @ 2006-11-08T03:35:00

2006-11-08T03:35:27Z

Well I came home from ASM'z around 4
Then I had to go to my aunts cuz it was my gpops bdayyy
yeaah i kno pretty rightous lol
so after we sing ~~happyyy birfday~~ to gpop
blahh blahh blahh
we come home
&& i _play about ^two hours of _{Nintendo 64}~~stfu~~ its c l a s s i c
i love it
but anyways its raining
i love rain<3
ill deff. sleep good tonight
ehh i have a ~~chem test~~ tomarrow
gay gay gay
well ill update 2marro
...if i dont get sucked into the
BLACK ABYSS
lmao
i love ASM

*its 4am grandma, YOU WIN!!*
LOL
ahh well i gtg to sleeeeep
_{skool 2 marro=gayyy}

_.Fin.
^{^----for kyle lol----^}

chyeaa_its_kc @ 2006-11-07T16:36:00

2006-11-07T16:36:10Z

Im still at ASM'z
Shes Pretty ~~Kool~~
We stayed up late last night
laughing at old live journals
&& how stupid people are
haha

stfu

w.e. you do
DON'T GIVE INTO THE BLACK ABYSS!!!!

Confessions

2006-11-07T00:05:53Z

~~Girl Confessions~~
[x] I'm straight.
[] I'm gay.
[] I'm bi.
[]I'm kinda easy.
[x] I wear make up.
[x] When I walk by mirrors, I can't help but look.
[] When I walk by mirrors, I like what I see
[] When I walk by mirrors, I hate what I see.
[x] I wear a bra to bed
[] Ocassionally I sleep naked
[x] I wear toe nail polish.
[] I have cried at a movie theater.
[x] I've purposely talked to a guy my boyfriend/girlfriend didn't like.
[x] I love chocolate covered pretzels.
[] Getting a flower makes me smile, especially for no reason.
[] I've wrecked a car.
[] I can't put mascara on without opening my mouth.
[] I'd do anything for that special guy
[] I am in love
[x] I get jealous.
[x] I love hugging.
[x] I've gotten a detention.
[] I've gotten suspended.
[] I've gotten expelled.
[x] I love to laugh.
[x] I like rock.
[] I like death/grind/black metal.
[x] I like rap.
[] I like techno/electronica
[] I carry a purse everywhere.
[] I carry a bag everywhere (^they are the same to me)
[x] I'd be lost without my cell phone.
[x] I'd be lost without my iPod/mp3/CD player.
[x] I own/did own a Spice Girls CD.
[x] I own/did own a Britney Spears CD.
[x] I own/did own a boy band CD.
[x] Football isn't boring.
[x-football ones<3] I love athletic boys
[] I love skater guys.
[] I love punk guys.
[x] I love gangsta guys.
[] I love emo guys.
[x] I love gothic guys.
[] I love guys with long hair.
[x] Guys are confusing.
[x] I've been called a tease.
[x] I've been called a slut.
[x] I've been called a bad influence.
[x] Lip gloss is better than lipstick.
[x] I can't leave the house without makeup.
[x] I just dont like to be infront of people
[x] I play video games, even when there are other people around.
[x] My friends are the best, and they're important to me.
[x] I would do anything for my friends.
[] I am with a certain someone right now.
[] I smoke way too much
[] I drink way too much.
[x] I have a tattoo or I want one
[] I have piercings other than my ears
[] I have been to more than 5 concerts
[x] I have a stuffed animal(s)
[] It's my time of the month

.1.

2006-11-06T22:17:08Z

Im @ Amanda's house
she made me this Lj
I don't rele get it
but heyy its all go0oood

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